clear blue sky

– so there always has to be some depression there to want to change your life.
– a kind of productive misery? a motivating despair?
– something like that, yes.
– but that’s precarious, isn’t it? it can go one way, or it can go the other.
– it’s not a safe space
– there’s a song I love which exists in that exact space, but it’s too personal to talk about.