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02.08.2023: the wait

30.07.2023: adjusted

03.07.2023: the nowhere of sleep

21.06.2023: longest

20.06.2023: facets of continuing to exist (i)

14.06.2023: in my place

03.06.2023: the between

22.05.2023: route planning

18.05.2023: forget you not

13.05.2023: scented

11.05.2023: the deep past is a dangerous country

08.05.2023: spiralling

04.05.2023: gone away

04.05.2023: obligations

03.05.2023: old frontiers

01.05.2023: may mourning

19.04.2023: two weeks after

04.04.2023: greener pastures / new grass

28.03.2023: look, pilgrim

27.03.2023: old confetti

26.03.2023: no farewell souvenirs

25.03.2023: choosing

24.03.2023: trophies

22.03.2023: any old gram

18.03.2023: fog lifts

17.03.2023: hope in a bottle

12.03.2023: don't look, don't touch

10.03.2023: hard awakening

09.03.2023: uncluttering

07.03.2023: irish goodbye

05.03.2023: spring doesn't lie, though it makes a liar out of me

03.03.2023: scarecrow of the moors, first draft

25.02.2023: wiseblooded

24.02.2023: lententiding

20.02.2023: I do not fear the time

19.02.2023: unbinding

18.02.2023: a taste of before

17.02.2023: anechoic

14.02.2023: the break after broken

12.02.2023: this broken perfection

11.02.2023: right over the edge of the earth

09.02.2023: deadlining

07.02.2023: everything becomes symbolic

06.02.2023: sins of omission

23.01.2023: within the without

22.01.2023: cinematography

21.01.2023: not unafraid

20.01.2023: skindeep

18.01.2023: wants for wishes

17.01.2023: resolving (4)

15.01.2023: interdit, 1997

13.01.2023: anti-persephone

12.01.2023: resolving (3)

11.01.2023: clear blue sky

10.01.2023: resolving (2)

09.01.2023: bonheur

04.01.2023: possessed by the gods

03.01.2023: resolving (1)

01.01.2023: begin

31.12.2022: begone

28.12.2022: oft a flood

24.12.2022: incommunicaded

22.12.2022: life's fragile

09.12.2022: how to write a suicide note

08.12.2022: explaining, unexplaining

07.12.2022: that last advent

06.12.2022: doing, undoing

04.12.2022: many befores ago

02.12.2022: so cold

30.11.2022: if he sleeps

29.11.2022: grace

28.11.2022: exothermic

17.11.2022: ancient wisdom

15.11.2022: votive

08.11.2022: after the fall

07.11.2022: unchoosing

06.11.2022: implosion

04.11.2022: the wanting

03.11.2022: alternate days

01.11.2022: boxed in

30.10.2022: intending

28.10.2022: calling out

27.10.2022: unfuturing

26.10.2022: unwishing, though

25.10.2022: A.

23.10.2022: blanked out

22.10.2022: words unspoken, messages unsent

21.10.2022: midnighting

20.10.2022: forking paths

19.10.2022: 174.21.30.176

18.10.2022: falling

17.10.2022: unthinging

16.10.2022: hungry for control

15.10.2022: unquestioning

14.10.2022: lost contacts

13.10.2022: under garage door

12.10.2022: frozen in time

11.10.2022: the butterflies are dying now

10.10.2022: wmhd

09.10.2022: history

08.10.2022: lagwafis

06.10.2022: the beginning of the year's end

03.10.2022: the perpetual now

02.10.2022: roadkill autumn

17.09.2022: anattā

30.08.2022: floating upon the surface for the birds

24.08.2022: lasts

04.08.2022: draw a card

31.07.2022: painful

13.07.2022: photons

05.07.2022: undosing

30.06.2022: wordsmith

16.06.2022: willing

09.06.2022: richness

31.05.2022: varieties of nothing

20.05.2022: still

18.05.2022: without

16.05.2022: hospice

13.05.2022: binding

10.05.2022: let's be other people

07.05.2022: unlit

06.05.2022: five years

05.05.2022: no forwarding address

03.05.2022: first days in may

01.05.2022: duty of care

25.04.2022: unbooked

09.04.2022: total

05.04.2022: shattered, scattered

29.03.2022: to the woman

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23.03.2022: compatibility

20.03.2022: spanning

15.03.2022: given

14.03.2022: minus twelve

24.08.2021: accounting

24.08.2021: vee eye eye eye

22.08.2021: all past

18.08.2021: protagonist

16.08.2021: dispossessing

12.08.2021: necropolitan

08.08.2021: unconcealment

07.08.2021: efflorescence

06.08.2021: i'll see you before I go

01.08.2021: knifed

30.07.2021: roadside carnage

22.07.2021: half-brogues

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21.07.2021: dusted

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19.07.2021: less mighty

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17.07.2021: starting to finish

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16.07.2021: to the winds

12.07.2021: how can you lie

10.07.2021: boarding

07.07.2021: funnels

06.07.2021: these dusks

05.07.2021: pyro

04.07.2021: never read the comments

04.07.2021: everybody knows

30.06.2021: transgression

27.06.2021: good conscience

26.06.2021: best efforts

23.06.2021: luminescent clockwork

22.06.2021: night, flight

21.06.2021: never not

18.06.2021: the skull beneath the skin

15.06.2021: completing

10.06.2021: keeping

29.05.2021: suddenness

23.05.2021: embracing

17.05.2021: hatching

15.05.2021: packing

08.05.2021: others' day

22.04.2021: always falling

20.04.2021: completion

17.04.2021: telling on yourself

03.04.2021: endings

31.03.2021: ravels

23.03.2021: encoding

17.03.2021: unboxing

08.03.2021: dictatorship of the night

28.02.2021: toxic waste

26.02.2021: a year, before

25.02.2021: unreal blue

25.02.2021: been there

23.02.2021: scouted

22.02.2021: reprise

19.02.2021: ghosted

23.01.2021: numbered

14.01.2021: last

18.12.2020: held

20.09.2020: fear

11.09.2020: h.b. m.g

27.08.2020: recurring

21.08.2020: wintering

11.08.2020: autodidactically

10.08.2020: indelible

03.08.2020: gifted, given

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24.07.2020: inversion

04.07.2020: not homeless

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22.06.2020: promises

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04.06.2020: clouds change

02.06.2020: forgive me

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26.01.2020: dietary advice

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24.11.2019: time bends

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04.10.2019: hush

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01.10.2019: poussière de lune

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30.09.2019: the reflex to unfeel what's real

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28.09.2019: not falling

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28.09.2019: ungummed

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27.09.2019: headscapes

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25.09.2019: tending

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24.09.2019: half light, half darkness

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23.09.2019: cx.

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17.09.2019: this is no autumn

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14.09.2019: terminus

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12.09.2019: a featherless thing

encrypted

06.09.2019: pellucid

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05.09.2019: autumn's late

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02.09.2019: marmot not found

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30.08.2019: to awe

28.08.2019: saturday night killin’ songs

20.08.2019: absentminded

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15.08.2019: lacking

11.08.2019: unsickness

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07.08.2019: feelcrime nightmares

06.08.2019: palimpsest

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02.08.2019: endurance

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30.07.2019: one must imagine sisyphus happy

28.07.2019: realignment

27.07.2019: safety is complicated

24.07.2019: draft: east cliff

23.07.2019: lacunae and the memory of memory

21.07.2019: quartz

19.07.2019: constant unreader

17.07.2019: spotless

16.07.2019: there are only stories

14.07.2019: fragments, july

21.10.2011: mid to late

21.10.2010: prime

21.10.2009: and again.

21.10.2008: midway

14.09.2008: RIP, DFW

29.07.2008: LXXVI

12.06.2008: hush, now.

14.05.2008: long

20.02.2008: to the west

06.01.2008: beyond

03.01.2008: for 2008

12.06.2007: [Exit, Chase-d by a bear.]

04.06.2007: a momentary lapse into reason

24.12.2006: remembering leslie

08.12.2006: flooded

10.10.2006: following the band

13.09.2006: journalesque

23.04.2006: prog

01.10.2005: black, indeed

01.10.2005: [ ]

26.09.2005: if there is some mistake

09.09.2005: from nairobi to new orleans

02.08.2005: you can stop reading now

01.08.2005: and so to bed

01.08.2005: every changing shape

02.07.2005: unspeak, memory

30.06.2005: all that is old is new again

28.06.2005: dropping the baton

07.06.2005: holding pattern

09.04.2005: digital reliquaries

29.03.2005: of links and non-links

26.03.2005: another grave-spinning moment for bill

26.02.2005: gone but not forgotten

21.02.2005: RIP, HST

29.11.2004: ghosts

03.11.2004: four more wars

08.09.2004: dry

03.09.2004: …

23.07.2004: fullstop

11.07.2004: ineluctable summer

04.07.2004: without

01.06.2004: bankrupt

21.05.2004: burning

26.04.2004: feeling instead of being

26.04.2004: there’s no easy answer,

02.03.2004: is falling down

26.02.2004: just a ride

07.01.2004: last words (ii)

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06.12.2003: last words

05.12.2003: hiroshima soul

03.12.2003: bearing off, baring the soul

30.11.2003: disconnecting

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28.11.2003: hugh kenner, r.i.p.

17.11.2003: s.j. and the blue pencil

12.11.2003: parasomething

11.11.2003: let arms rest

05.11.2003: land of the freeloaders

02.11.2003: paging don rumsfeld

30.10.2003: sick, still docked

28.10.2003: at 27,000ft

21.10.2003: t=0

14.10.2003: unreal

10.10.2003: ess you vee

08.10.2003: sweeney antagonistes (ii)

02.10.2003: of falling

25.09.2003: words

24.09.2003: vacate

24.09.2003: missing thunder, missing rain

19.09.2003: johnny cash, r.i.p.

18.09.2003: like tears

11.09.2003: amletico

08.09.2003: before the world was unmade

03.09.2003: nick writes

02.09.2003: does the body rule the mind, or does the mind rule the body?

28.08.2003: caught by colour

27.08.2003: enough,

15.08.2003: write, she said

15.08.2003: because. just because.

13.08.2003: seconds out

11.08.2003: if we wanted to be

09.08.2003: do butterflies have caterpiller dreams?

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03.08.2003: 26

28.07.2003: 1944 + 59

25.07.2003: exposition:

18.07.2003: Tereu

18.07.2003: precursors

09.07.2003: dawn tracings

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08.07.2003: domain field

06.07.2003: lucifer’s shadow

04.07.2003: modern psychiatry

03.07.2003: kit smart

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02.07.2003: via louis wolpert

02.07.2003: finally

30.06.2003: artist on artist

30.06.2003: last day of june

28.06.2003: c’est moi dans la poubelle

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23.06.2003: la vie en l’infer

23.06.2003: only skunks, that search

22.06.2003: in for a pen, in for a pound

20.06.2003: sweeney antagonistes

20.06.2003: remembering david hume

19.06.2003: balance, and the loss of

27.05.2003: ‘there is no nick’

26.05.2003: the fire that refines

23.05.2003: finding direction

21.05.2003: cinderella rockefella

12.05.2003: plus also

01.05.2003: self-consuming artifacts

18.04.2003: welcome to the global pillage

15.04.2003: word of the month

11.04.2003: big x

10.04.2003: withdrawal symptoms

09.04.2003: saudade

07.04.2003: travel

04.04.2003: transmigration

01.04.2003: inmotion

20.03.2003: cant(er)ing into war

17.03.2003: an inversion

14.03.2003: convocate or convoke?

26.02.2003: adieu, maurice

24.02.2003: paging empedocles

19.02.2003: speak, memory

31.01.2003: c-41

27.01.2003: morning arbutus

22.12.2002: the thought of islands

11.12.2002: interfaciality

27.11.2002: many little vexations

12.11.2002: ‘When sick of Muse…’

11.11.2002: in memoriam, w. o.

07.11.2002: winona, how could you?

01.11.2002: epilogue to satire

21.10.2002: xxix

17.10.2002: futures

05.10.2002: swiftly does it

03.10.2002: it’s time for bravery

28.09.2002: in lieu of thinking

22.09.2002: channelling gibbon

21.09.2002: vespers for jupiter

20.09.2002: a sort of protest

11.09.2002: ‘not radical, but palliative’

09.09.2002: mississippi or busted

08.09.2002: hearing poems work

30.08.2002: the watchful angel

26.07.2002: draft: [ hold thy peace ]

16.07.2002: draft: [ thanks, miguel ]

14.07.2002: draft / summer 2002

30.06.2002: draft / hush

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17.06.2002: e1 6ly

07.06.2002: [ ]

28.05.2002: of craft

22.05.2002: hypomnenata

18.05.2002: un seul ou plusieurs loups

04.05.2002: ‘circumspice’

03.05.2002: playing meme-tag

18.04.2002: s.j. in perpetuo

15.04.2002: oh, pining

09.04.2002: [ ahem ]

01.04.2002: [ moo ]

24.03.2002: In praise of creative maladjustment

22.03.2002: with apologies to mr. pope

18.03.2002: distinctions

14.03.2002: [ playing tag ]

09.03.2002: [ 4 a.m. ]

27.02.2002: spike, r.i.p.

21.02.2002: thank you, mr. ford

18.02.2002: because vermin don’t get vermouth

12.02.2002: £

07.02.2002: half-time half-bakery

28.01.2002: p.b., r.i.p.

24.01.2002: mettez votre guerre

22.01.2002: mlk

12.01.2002: [ pisan cantos ]

11.01.2002: down from the muses, up from the streets

09.01.2002: as zimmerman put it

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07.01.2002: the limits of reason

04.01.2002: mobilisation

01.01.2002: [lights, camera]

29.12.2001: [ excuse his hell, and my paradiso ]

22.12.2001: the making of it

18.12.2001: [ ‘I have many ideas for poems, Mallarmé’ ]

12.12.2001: fluxion

04.12.2001: [ it’s a joke. laugh. ]

02.12.2001: [ marvellous ]

29.11.2001: it’s full of stars!

18.11.2001: hiatus

07.11.2001: “faciality”

05.11.2001: « Viendo que Jil, hizo raya »

20.10.2001: s.j.

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15.10.2001: readerless

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03.10.2001: directions

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01.10.2001: newyear

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24.09.2001: fire on the hemisphere below

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11.09.2001: [ ]

29.08.2001: deliverance

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27.08.2001: never-reaching

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16.08.2001: lines of force

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14.08.2001: Hypocrite Auteur

14.08.2001: flow

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13.08.2001: embers

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08.08.2001: writeout

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07.08.2001: drenching

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01.08.2001: you had to be good

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30.07.2001: Für Alina

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24.07.2001: as good as me

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23.07.2001: between continents

15.07.2001: Swithin

intercessions, posts

06.07.2001: eagle's gift

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05.07.2001: lyeth between

24.06.2001: making elsewheres

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23.06.2001: caw, caw

18.06.2001: not my vocation

10.06.2001: off my case

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06.05.2001: Blessed Anthony Middleton

intercessions, posts

25.04.2001: Mark

intercessions, posts

12.04.2001: Martin I

intercessions, posts

07.04.2001: Julie Billiart

intercessions, posts

07.04.2001: Herman Joseph

intercessions, posts

02.04.2001: Charles le Bel

intercessions, posts

31.03.2001: All Fools’ Day

intercessions, posts

25.03.2001: Margaret Clitheroe

intercessions, posts

17.03.2001: after Patrick

intercessions, posts

21.02.2001: Peter Damian

intercessions, posts

15.02.2001: St. Claude de la Colombiere

intercessions, posts

04.02.2001: appealing to the censer

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03.02.2001: changed by the nuns

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02.02.2001: breakage

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24.01.2001: Burns Night

intercessions, posts

17.01.2001: Leobard the Recluse

intercessions, posts

13.01.2001: birdsong

11.01.2001: the martyrology

intercessions, posts

10.01.2001: William of Bourges

intercessions, posts

31.12.2000: last of 2000

23.12.2000: mythical childhoods

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16.12.2000: free to a good home

04.12.2000: John Damascene

intercessions, posts

01.12.2000: interlude

25.11.2000: Pope Linus

intercessions, posts

20.11.2000: Edmund, King and Martyr

intercessions, posts

16.11.2000: Margaret of Scotland

intercessions, posts

14.11.2000: Lorcan O’Toole

intercessions, posts

11.11.2000: intermission: of all saints, and none

intercessions, posts

02.11.2000: All Souls

intercessions, posts

31.10.2000: Quintinus

intercessions, posts

24.10.2000: Anthony Mary Claret

intercessions, posts

23.10.2000: John of Capistrano

intercessions, posts

21.10.2000: Ursula and her Companions

intercessions, posts

18.10.2000: Luke

intercessions, posts

17.10.2000: Margaret Mary Alacoque

intercessions, posts

16.10.2000: Gerard Majella

intercessions, posts

15.10.2000: Theresa of Avila

intercessions, posts

14.10.2000: Callistus I

intercessions, posts

12.10.2000: Wilfrid of York

intercessions, posts

11.10.2000: Ethelburge of Barking

intercessions, posts

09.10.2000: Paulinus of York

intercessions, posts

08.10.2000: Denis

intercessions, posts

08.10.2000: Pelagia

intercessions, posts

07.10.2000: Our Lady of the Rosary

intercessions, posts

06.10.2000: Faith

intercessions, posts

04.10.2000: Francis of Assisi

intercessions, posts

03.10.2000: Ewald and Ewald

intercessions, posts

02.10.2000: the guardian angels

intercessions, posts

01.10.2000: volvo sunday

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28.09.2000: E.I.I.R.P.

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19.09.2000: writing-out

18.09.2000: never-ending

30.08.2000: outside the rainforest cafe

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18.08.2000: distance no object.

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10.08.2000: monochromed

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08.08.2000: too many miles

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30.07.2000: when you speak

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28.07.2000: his wonders to perform.

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21.07.2000: that radio 3 pays not

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18.07.2000: musical calculus

15.07.2000: four years since that unforgettable

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14.07.2000: incandescence.

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11.07.2000: of john coltrane’s solo

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06.07.2000: Of all the authors

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03.07.2000: trazodone gold-plates my dreams

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30.06.2000: as I see the tailcoats

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25.06.2000: there’s nothing like displacement

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24.06.2000: sometimes, life can be like

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21.06.2000: wordless days

19.06.2000: returning the call

14.06.2000: to make the experiment by writing

09.06.2000: The Idea of North

03.06.2000: 23

30.05.2000: many happy returns.

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29.05.2000: three-year breaths

24.05.2000: were it not for her

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